Miguel Nasch

Sister Ada's life is turned upside down when she is caught in the convent secretly reading about the lives of movie stars. After being entrusted with one last evangelizing mission in El Retiro, a gay cruising area where hundreds of strangers roam in search of sneaky sex, Ada will try to resume her acting career in a city where she has lost almost all her ties, so she decides to flee to New York where she will try to rediscover her faith.

A documentary that explores the hidden and often stigmatized world of chemsex — the practice of using drugs in sexual encounters — among gay, bisexual, and other men who have sex with men in Spain. Through candid testimonies, it reveals the emotional, psychological, and physical dimensions of this phenomenon, tracing how pleasure, intimacy, loneliness, and addiction intertwine. The film follows participants’ personal journeys, showing both the allure and the consequences of chemsex, while giving voice to health professionals and activists who work to offer support and understanding. Rather than judging, it invites reflection on desire, connection, and the search for belonging within the LGBTQ+ community.